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I am so fucking broke
how will I ever get you
or wed you, as I want
and what you want
it's so expensive
she says
I love you more than I would care to say to anyone
except my best friends, that's in secret
you're my best friends, that's no secret
we couldn't be kept down by obstacles or by me
or by the crushing feeling of loneliness that slowly took control of your whole being

I'll hop on the next plane out of town
half heartedly and sleepy hope that God will strike this aircraft down
I'll write more letters on my way
make more playlists you won't play
write a list of buzz words like I love you and I missed you but I won't mean them when I say

this is the best Christmas ever
I'm so alone I can't keep it together
I love how small this city makes me feel
convince myself that this is real

I am so fucking Broke
this restaurant is the death of me
I miss the days of vomiting in the bathroom and never answering your questions
how could you do this to me
can't you see that I'm in pain
so shout my name
break some things
do it in public
do it in public
you may not love this now
but you'll grow up to be a person you hate
dissatisfied with life
destroy the ones you like
or have them destroy you

I'll hop on the next plane out of town
half heartedly and sleepy hope that God will strike this aircraft down
I'll write more letters on my way
make more playlists you won't play
write a list of buzz words like I love you and I missed you but I won't mean them when I say

this is the best Christmas ever
I'm so alone I can't keep it together
I love how small this city makes me feel
convince myself that this is real

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from Demos II, released December 1, 2015

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