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Lovecraft In Brooklyn

by Cookin' with Grandma

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Connor My favorite part about this band is that they take me back to highschool and remind me of chasing girls and all the heartbreak I had. This album is definitely my favorite.
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1.
And You told me all of your secrets And I listened to all of your secrets Yeah You trusted me You'd confide in me All the bad, bad thoughts I had inside of me And I'll laugh when you're not there I'll pretend enough to care Cartoon devil horns on my head No repentance when I'm dead You told me all of the things that i wanted to hear, But I didn't want to hear them from you You saved my life I'm so fucking certain But what's the point of a life If I have no fucking purpose I think I'll love you in the next life Maybe we'll be meant to be Or maybe you'll be meant to be with someone who thinks you were meant to be And maybe you won't think of me whenever someone mentions heartbreak, Mentions the pain of being alone It still breaks my heart when I think of you alone You told me all of the things that i wanted to hear, But I didn't want to hear them from you And I wasn't good for you But I wish I could have been good to you You told me all of the things that i wanted to hear, But I didn't want to hear them from you
2.
so call me up at 3AM in the morning forget my name and call me Gordon tell me that you love your boyfriend well fuck go tell your boyfriend but fuck, you're too drunk, you don't want to ruin it and you've been gone since before about 2 in the morning I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME YOU CALLED ON MY PHONE CAUSE YOU DRANK WAY TOO MUCH AND YOU GRABBED FOR YOUR KEYS BUT YOU SLEPT ON THE COUCH I TOOK ONE SHOT TOO MANY AND SLEPT ON THE COUCH AND WE WENT OUT FOR BREAKFAST I SCREEN SHOT YOUR SNAPCHAT AND IM WAY TOO HUNGOVER AND YOU WANT YOUR KEYS BACK so you can drive home yeah you want your keys back we'll I'll see you next weekend okay so you're at a party senior year I haven't seen a party for years I'm anti social as fuck you just want to get lucky so text me all night and say you have a secret you really want to tell me but you don't know if I'll keep it I can't remember the texts that you sent but you won when I told you I missed you and cried when you told me that it wouldn't work but when I was so drunk that I threw up at home and I sent you a text that said "God do I like you" and God do I like you and God do I like you and I don't remember sending that text and you friend when she called me said what comes next she said DRUNK WORDS ARE SOBER THOUGHTS drunk words are sober thoughts and I'm thinking of you yeah I'm thinking of you and I think that I like you more than these people so I'm drinking and hoping that I can act stupid and send you a text that I might then regret cause I'm weak and I'm meek and have low self esteem and I can't see how people can like me at all but I hope that you're one of them
3.
"I told my mother I was going to cut my hair and leave you Seeing you day to day's just not the same and I don't know how to treat you You say you love me, you say you hate me I say I love you, I've never wavered I don't go back on promises I've made to ones I've loved, But there's a point in the process where you have to call it quits, pack up and say you're done" But you're the only thing I know I guess you were right, I could have taken it slow I don't learn from my mistakes I get it wrong "I told my father, who I hate, that I feel that you are one and the same You're both so fucking crazy and I'm the only one who's sane" I told my mother that I loved you Told my father that I loved you Told all my friends that I loved you Why can't I act like I love you But you're the only thing I know I guess you were right, I could have taken it slow I don't learn from my mistakes I get it wrong And I don't act myself with you But I feel the best whenever I do But you're the only thing I know I guess you were right, I could have taken it slow I don't learn from my mistakes I get it wrong
4.
I'm A User 02:25
you think that I've fallen In love with you do do do you think that I've fallen in love with no. no I haven't, but I don't know how to say it yet you've got you job got your pay got your day planned and I've got an idea that I'm taking to fruition I see the CDs that you order for the store and they're nice and they're sleek and they're sold for market retail but when they're stagnant and they're old they're not selling like you want em and I want em and you give em to me freely I'm not in it for the love or the affection I'm in it for the Macklemore deluxe print CDs you think that I've fallen In love with you do do do alright it's 2015 and I'm barely alive and you hug me and you hold me and you show me some compassion I feel weird knowing feelings that you're feeling feeling feelings that I'm feeling but I like you by my side PSYCH FUCK NO I don't want to marry you sing "PSYCH FUCK NO I don't wanna marry you" I only like you cause you have an SUV and you buy me gucking pizza and you listen to me cry sing "I can't deal with the guilt" (x4) when I told you that I loved you I only knew one thing and I'd trade all the CDs in the world if i knew that you were happy when you told me that you cared for me I felt my heart would burst I lay awake in bed at night and I hope that you're alright
5.
you make me feel like I'm in highschool you make me feel like nothing matters, nothing matters anymore you make me feel like I'm in highschool counting down the days til summer you make me feel alright. you make me feel like gossip you make me feel like angsty texts that I sent from my flip phone you make me feel like skipping class, writing songs, making bands and playing shows and hauling gear to the gym in the morning you make me feel like dyeing my hair DIY all shitty like, in the basement bathroom you make me feel like cruising in the night, holding hands and climbing trees, property damage and warm soda you make me feel like I'm in highschool you make me feel like riding buses as I'm late to get to class you make me feel like I'm in high school counting down days til graduation you make me feel at home you make me feel like I'm high school crushing you make me feel like cartoon hearts that are drawn in my notebook you make me feel like school dances I never went to, hearing stories and feeling jealous but I'm too nervous to ever change you make me feel like the candles are lit illuminate my bedroom as we dance and you cry you make me feel like shaving my head 20 dollars, buying razors, awkward pictures on the band trip you make me feel like I'm in high school, and I hate it you make me feel like I'm in high school, and I love it
6.
you think that I am fucking crazy I am I don't want to hide it any more pop pills just to keep me alive and now I'm doing better than I ever would have thought I could before pardon if it sounds weird but God do I love you and I don't think that I mean it but I hear what people say behind my back it's the only damn reason I could ever have to go and try to do it I'm not going with a note I'm just leaving and never coming back so say your last words and try and make them count but I'm a full force gale in the middle of a river I'm not knocked out I'm just down for the count twenty days later find my body in the river you think that I am fucking crazy I am I don't want to hide it any more pop pills just to keep me alive and now I'm doing better than I ever would have thought I could before I make it sound fun but I swear to god that inside it's killing me 25's a goal but I don't know which way I lean I could die unhappy and leave behind a legacy or I could live unhappy and hope that one day I'm not so come tie the knot and tell me that you love me tell me that I'm safe baby come here and protect me be my mirror my sword and my shield protect me from the thoughts that I don't wanna hear so p l e a s e d o n t l e a v e
7.
aw fuck the form and the poetry I just want you in your completeness so complete me I need completing my happiness it is fleeting I've got all my eggs in a basket I'm a basket case and case in point people point and laugh I feel like I'm having a heart attack yeah I look like shit and I feel like shit and I act like shit I'm a huge piece of shit but you love me unconditionally or like me and that's the same to me every time a girl does a double take I just fuck it all up and every time someone says that they like me I just fuck it the fuck right up and I know that you're not interested I wouldn't be interested in me either and I know you can't look me in the eyes i know that I can't either i know that I should gucking die believe me I've fucking tried I know that I should fucking die believe me I've fucking tried but my friends all got tired of that quick and the friends that all left, they said to eat shit and normally I don't write three verses for a song but more than the booze I think I'm addicted to self hatred when I look in the mirror I seriously have to choke back vomit and it's completely foreign to me that someone would look at me and not do the same I'll be dead before I reach 25 and you can remember me in yearly Facebook posts but deep down we'll all be happier

about

"I woke up afraid of my own shadow. I mean, genuinely afraid"

A series of songs written on the east coast of Canada throughout Robbie's first semester at UPEI.

These songs are snapshots of my life. I am past most of these. The Things I say on this record are not showing of my current mental state. Please understand this.

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released December 31, 2016

Robbie Hynes - Vocals, Guitars, Melodica, Hand Claps
Ryan Hoppe - Drums, Vocals

Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Robbie Hynes at TSAR Studios
Produced by Robbie Hynes
Group Vocals by Jaxon Lalonde, Andrew Magwood-Dufour, & Nadeige Dionne-Welch

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